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   今天晚上无聊,一个人跑到东方广场.那里依然是车水马龙,川流不息.可是今天的感觉好奇怪,突然间就成了自己1个人,忙无目的的闲逛,以前总有或多或少几个朋友在身边,东方广场的一切的那么有趣,走再多遍都依然兴趣十足,可今晚我就象个过客,来去匆匆,也许我本身就不适合孤独~
    这种感觉很可怕,象是在征兆好朋友的将要远去,我害怕,心里一阵阵悸动,我惶恐不安,惟恐这样会迷失自己,快步跑到了车站,只想快点回家!回到家里,依偎在父母的慈爱中,仿佛这种感觉才稍稍淡去~
    不愿去承担这种过错,我本身就不适合孤独,我需要朋友,我最爱的朋友请别离开我,我怕我自己真不知道该如何去生活,在离开的日子.
    有可能只是我想的太多,看着东方广场那群鲜活的一对对之间,我就象空间般,被视而不见,或者也许我本就是无所谓有或者无的~我......
    哎!不想再说,只会徒增伤感,我是一员过客,只愿留在朋友们心中~~~

别无所愿~~!!!!!!!  ~ 

 

 

 

 

今天突然发现,自己好累,干什么事情都不顺心~简直就是有点一无是处了,好累好累~生活的重担还没有压在我的肩上,但距离确是越来越近,那种无知的压力象重重热浪向我扑来~苍白憔悴的味道,我已经闻出,那种临战前的硝烟,渐渐迷失了我那还没来得及准备的心.
  爸爸说 你得学会XX XX XX XX XX XX XX ,我说我知道,但是知道归知道,未来的路还得披荆斩棘才能达到对岸.
  其实总想 一步登天 以为自己是无所不能的天才,可是自己其实什么都不是,未来的道路只会越走越长,现在的我跟本看不清楚前面究竟是何方!
  有人说,坚持自己的梦想,总有一天会到达,可我的梦想是什么,我已经迷茫!


   哎,无力呻吟~~病入膏肓~~~~
   借用一首词,就是 少年不识愁滋味,为赋新辞,为赋新辞强说愁!~
    明天继续 说~~~~ 

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